mm come on over and do the twiissst

frig
I am so sick
frig

Well maybe not alot alot
but I feel like junk.
I hate being sick

I got in a coughing fit
and couldn't breathe..
and it was scary

So I drank water..
and orange juice..
and coughed some more

I'm DYINGGGG!

friggan save me.
I'm coughing up my lungssss

so now I'm just gonna go sleeep and cough
and take buskleys
becasue it tastes awful
and it works..

but I have taken like 359830945 tylenol cold pills
and I belive I might be on the verge of coughing
till I pukeeee

rahhhhh

so yeah thats always SWEEEEET
I'm offfff now

laterrr jerkss
<3

am I killing you

k I give up

I do..it's over
I give up on everything
and everyone

well almost..
because people are so dumb
and retarted
And I hate trying hard for something that isn't even there.
OR real.

So don't tell me you love me after 5 days of knowing me.
But this whole thing
of my blurred feelings
isn't your fault

you wish it was
but it's not
becasue you aren't important.
And I don't cry over you..you aren't worth it.

you are a dumb boy
he was a dumb boy
they were all dumb boys

So I've given up
and maybe I should consider asexuality.

Yeah.
I know.
BUT
if it's you who is reading this that thinks it's your fault
trust me
it's not
I swear on my life..

But I do wish you would die
so i could bury you
and the memory of you
because you are so fuckinnnggg stupiddddd.
times 3958034958
and I want you erased from my life
forever.

that's not too much to ask is it?

k..good
bye loser

when in doubt just get down on your kneeeessss...and

um hi

why is this still here?
oh but anyway
today is a satuday..

I love no school days
because school makes me feel blaghfhkfdg..
and you get the idea
but yeah
I'm borededed right now.

So I was like...lets blog it uup.
and up
and uup
and uup

but yeah.

so I had a dream lastnight
and we were running
we were running from clouds
full of anger
they tried to eat us several times

but we managed to get away
with our hearts still intact..

there is a song on the radio
that plays all the time
and you know what I'm talking about
that song
that everyone loves

except you

because they play it so much
that it gets on your nerves..

but no..the people..
they love it///;;;;;

are we still here


<3

A conversation between schitzos..

An msn conversation between Zena[I am poison crazy lush] and myself[wake up dreamer..]

Read and be entertained?


I am poison crazy lush says:
loser face
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
ouch..ouch..ouchhhhh
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i really love maraih carey's crazy hand motions
I am poison crazy lush says:
i'm obviously just kidding
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha well duh
I am poison crazy lush says:
no you don't
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
ahem CRACK
I am poison crazy lush says:
you hate them
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i know
I am poison crazy lush says:
your crazy
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i was being sarcastic
I am poison crazy lush says:
what on earth are you talking about?
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
obviously
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
Mariah carey
I am poison crazy lush says:
your cracked
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i know
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
can i have some glue?
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
hey kelly clarkson won again
I am poison crazy lush says:
stick or liquid ;)
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
ohh zeenaaa
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
what to do with you
I am poison crazy lush says:
muahaha
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
naughty little giirrrll
I am poison crazy lush says:
i know i'm so naughty
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha
I am poison crazy lush says:
oh goddd
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
kelly clarkson ghey
I am poison crazy lush says:
yeha i know
I am poison crazy lush says:
behind theses shit stained eyessssss...lallala...blah blah
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
yessum
I am poison crazy lush says:
wow
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha I know
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
yeah
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
she's pretty funnnyyy
I am poison crazy lush says:
hah
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
hm yes
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
zena you should make a blog
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
ahha i know
I am poison crazy lush says:
NO

I am poison crazy lush says:
never!
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
ahhak
I am poison crazy lush says:
i will never falll in tothe nastyyyy world of blogatryy
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
ahha
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
bloggatry
I am poison crazy lush says:
yeah
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
it's dying off anyway
I am poison crazy lush says:
its my new worddizzle
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
I was trying to resusitate it
I am poison crazy lush says:
yeah its just a faddd
I am poison crazy lush says:
like emos hahah
I am poison crazy lush says:
oh god i'm ttoooo funny
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
aaaahhhaaaa
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
YES
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
emo kids are so sweeeet
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:

I am poison crazy lush says:
haha cause there dying off too ahaha
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
hahaha
I am poison crazy lush says:
shut up
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
suicideeee
I am poison crazy lush says:
mell
I am poison crazy lush says:
yeas
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i made this blog thing on my myspace about conforming and black hair and junk
I am poison crazy lush says:
really
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i was expecting to get some hate mail
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
but i didnt
I am poison crazy lush says:
how do i see it
I am poison crazy lush says:
go to your contact card or to your website?
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
um
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
oh the website
I am poison crazy lush says:
type like a website so i can click it
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
www.myspace.com/surprise_me_im_looking_up
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
and then there will be a thing near the top to view blog
I am poison crazy lush says:
kk
I am poison crazy lush says:
it's a good blog mell
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha no im a loser
I am poison crazy lush says:
noo
I am poison crazy lush says:
your aren't
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
why thankyou
I am poison crazy lush says:
your not a loser
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i decorated my science textbook HARDCORE
I am poison crazy lush says:
ypur a biggg LOSER

I am poison crazy lush says:
muahaha
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
hahaha yeaaahhh
I am poison crazy lush says:
jk
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i dont mind
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:

I am poison crazy lush says:
yeah my science text book looked like shit
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
awe
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i used sweet wrapping paper
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
yours was cool
I am poison crazy lush says:
but thats ok SCIENCE IS OVER
I am poison crazy lush says:
no it wasnt
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
didnt it have something that rocked your "sox" off
I am poison crazy lush says:
uhhh
I am poison crazy lush says:
huh?
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
maybe that was alex
I am poison crazy lush says:
what do you meab
I am poison crazy lush says:
mean?
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
i dont know
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
in huge letters on the cover it said "[name forgotton] rox my sox off"
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
hm oh well I'm a crazy
I am poison crazy lush says:
oh yeah that was mine
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha ahh ye
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
s
I am poison crazy lush says:
zena rocks my sock off]
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
yeeee
I am poison crazy lush says:
fuck that shit
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
a
I am poison crazy lush says:
keep your fucking socks on
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
ahh jenny is in my hostory class
I am poison crazy lush says:
haha
I am poison crazy lush says:
i dont have any classes with her
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
and she gives me dirty looks
I am poison crazy lush says:
wow
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
lucky
I am poison crazy lush says:
brb
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
I'm like..ok..welcome back to sixth grade?
I am poison crazy lush says:
gotta brush them theethersss
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha ok have fun
I am poison crazy lush says:
brb
I am poison crazy lush says:
tough
I am poison crazy lush says:
though*
I am poison crazy lush says:
ok
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
ok
I am poison crazy lush says:
yeah
I am poison crazy lush says:
ok
I am poison crazy lush says:
good
I am poison crazy lush says:
hmmmh
I am poison crazy lush says:
skhgdl;s
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
haha
I am poison crazy lush says:
fghlkrjg
I am poison crazy lush says:
asrgjrsf
I am poison crazy lush says:
h'fdsgh
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
go brush your teeth times 3498509345
Wake up dreamer..it's happening without you.. says:
wash that dirty mouth


<3>

consume me

hey whores.
okay.
school was pretty swank today
I have easy classes.
Drama and foods and such.
but robillard tells lame jokes and we laugh at his stupidity,
although he thinks he is actually funnnyyy...

I went to the mall today
woah was it packed..
k sarcasm.
but yeah
I got a cd..and a shirt.
But I'm sure that is irrelevant to you..
all you want is juicy gossip..and oh what is that?
Mell has none?

Sorry ladies and gentleman..Mell has no juicy gossip.
I know..cry







So yeah.


So I'm actually blogging more often;;;;;;
Shock right.
But people are like.."blogging is becoming out of style."
So I'm merely trying to help blogging get it's groove back.

I really think that myspace is taking over.
Ugh..trend whores..
that is what we all are.
fucking trend whores.

that feed off of conformity.

but yeah..whatever I don't care

and cell phones and mp3 players are banned from school
so shoot me in the fucking face?
people still text me during class because ohhh giggle giggle it's a laugh.

Do I seem bitter?
I seem bitter.
I think I've gone over this bitterness issue before..
haven't I?
you don't have to answer that.

So I'll just leave you now.
Cause you may have stopped reading this a minute and a half ago..

byeloser<3

hello, I love you

So this is where I come when I'm bored on a monday night.
Today was supposed to be school..
but then snow happened over the weekend..
so it was nice to have an extra day

Superbowl eh?
I rooted for the losing team because I am thatt cooool.
I know I know.
Just let it go.

I like snow..well the look of it..but not the cold part.
seeeee... ;;;;
oh gorgeous..how long will the photo upload take?
k..going
going..

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I took that the other night when it was snowing hardcore.
it was cool. but cold.
yeah,

k..k...
school is tomorrow and I think I just don't want to do it.
I have science..and I hate science. plus mr robillard.
equals the end of my life.
In the form of the elements table and scientific terms.

today I had subway..enjoyable.


This is when you tell me something I can laugh at.


Whore

<3

blood bath//don't even bother looking down

mm..hm.

You have reached the point of no return


So yeah..school starts again soon and I hate school alot.
but I have drama and foods so easy enough.

Man people are so dumb and you probably all know who I'm talking about..
yeah..suicidal kid with long hair.
YEAH
FUCK ..like..he won't even have to kill himself ..
at the rate he's going..
I'll do it for him!

fuck I;m so mad at him right now I jsut need to punch something
or someone
whatever
I need to run or something
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wow blogging really helps///sarsaaasssmmsmdmakfjlskdjg


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HE SHOULD MAYBE JSUT DO IT AND LEAVE ME ALONE/

but whatever
I'm good now

He won't leave me alone
or stop texting me
and telling me he "loves" me
budddyyyy no.
NO..no love
fuck
baskfjlkdjglkjfg

now that you've read my drama..
I'll apoligize for wasting precious webspace junk whatevrtrfhgh

bye fegs