jawbreakers

I hope you've come to realize this can never last forever. I'm bound to get bored, and discard you like a worn out pair of jeans. You won't be a thrill to me much longer. Everything gets old, and everything makes me tired.
I hope you pack your things up before I come home, as I don't want you to be here when I arrive at the door. I put the key in the lock, and slowly turn to the left. Open the door, and step inside, and you, are gone. Erased from my life.
I needed a sense of security to break down all these walls.
It's what I thought, but all I really needed...
was for you to walk out the door.
Say goodbye, because it feels so right. Even though those tears in your eyes make me feel like I've done something wrong. They make me feel like I'm the problem. I'm the reason nothing ever works. I scare myself, and I ruin everything that ever could have been, because I'm too terrified to realize someone cares. This is never what I wanted. This is never what i saw coming. But she really adores you, doesn't she? She really truly cares.
I could never give a fuck about presents.
I could never understand your words.
Your body language. You're so much more than what you used to be.
You've grown so much in my eyes.

Close the door behind me, and walk into the room. Slowly sift through broken air, and make my way into the room where you lay. The bags are packed, the shelves seem empty. So I walk into your arms. Unbutton my soul. Undress my heart. Turn off the light.
Show me what you mean when you say,
Baby, I wanna crawl inside you.