I don't...

I don't feel or care or want,
for anything,
for anyone.

I'm alone and I've learned to love it.
Alone and penetrating the inside.
The inside of your bones.
The inside of the classroom, throwing needles,
and casting lines.
Wishing for the worst to come.
And laughing when it's denied.

- - - - - -

Baby, I'm gonna tear you down.
Tear your heart down.
Tear your soul apart,
piece by piece.
Baby, I'm gonna destroy everything you got goin' for you. I'm gonna kill it all and bury it in your backyard.
Baby, I'm gonna rip your shirt off,
and throw it into the dirt.
And oh baby, I just gotta feel myself fall into you.
Fall into your fist. And feel the blood rush down my face,
into my eyes. Across my body.
Cause baby, you know what I like.
I'm gonna make your pulse a little faster.
Cause baby, if you could see what you do to me.
If you could know, if I had the guts to tell you...
baby, I'd spill it all.

But I don't wanna. I don't gotta.
Remember those days that I still think of.
These thoughts are three years old.
And I can't lie, I don't feel like I used to.
I don't see like I used to.

Baby, you got nothing
Not like you did when I was fifteen.