loves it but just doesn't get it.

You...
you you you
Always all about you
Won't you be quiet for a moment, so we can find a new topic.
So we can find a new reason to live
Cuz your old theories are getting boring, and I'd think of a few myself if you would fucking let me.
Oh and you're...not what I thought you'd be,
as I expected someone with a little more self respect
that didn't run away. Run from the horror.
Bring me some self worth and I'll consider what we'll do next. whether it be simple or complex, it will still be two people wrapping themselves around each other until there isn't any power left to push us forward.

Allow me to introduce myself. So one day you won't feel uncomfortable when I ask you to do the following...
Scrape me off the walls, please. Tell everyone I loved them so. Even as I ran in circles, constantly running away. Just like you.
Tell them my story. I assume you know it
Burn my journals, but only until after you read every page.
Every word I wrote about you.
Everything I saw in you
Everything I thought of you.
Absorb it, feel it, be it.
Then, change it.
Take off your mask and reveal your true colours.
I can't imagine healing through you. Suffer to be awaken.
Waiting, miserably awaiting future times.
Just you one more time, and... swallow bullets.
Leave me. Leave me.
come on closer
A bit closer
Let me actually feel you.

I'm crawling like a fool. Drinking back these poison memories.
Wait with me, and stay until I'm gone.
Wait with me and before I fall asleep




Let me actually feel you.