you are a fool

I said it. walk into the room.
Look at me. Tell me.
I'm the one for him. You're the one for her.
This fate, it's unreal.
It's fate.

don't deny yourself.
And don't let me, let you down.
It only makes things worse as these long days grow longer. as my hours are counted down to my departure. And the sun..it shines like you wouldn't ever believe.

But words weren't ever good enough. I don't care much.
I just need you to.
It's not all comprehendable. Understandable.
It's just nothing. Let it go, as I don't want to talk about it anymore. But it was never physical. okay, so I'm lying. but it's only natural, and I can't help it when your arms are around me and I feel safer than I have ever felt. And I feel more than I want to.
It's only our bodies touching. Our toungues colliding.
But nothing past that could make me want you.

Except when you smile.
Except when you laugh.
Except when you talk.
Except when you call.
Except when you look at me with that look in your eyes,
and I really wish I could start over.