I met a boy

You are crawling to the edge of reason, so save your inspiration for a rainy day. Save it for when you are really going to need it. When you're brain is bursting at the thought of never living again and selling out into a world of conformity.
How empty do you feel now? How worthless do you feel now that you are just like the rest of them. So tough and macho with all you got, which means nothing in my books. You're selling all you've ever made and all you have to make yourself feel good. You're buying friends, and purchasing a new life you can run into and build. Build into a fake feeling.
All I ever felt wasn't real, and I never wanted you to see it. I wanted you to feel it. But this world isn't big enough for the both of us, and I'm alomst on the front page, ready to blow your whole mind apart, and scatter it into the universe. Across the stars and through constellations, past the moon and around the milky way.
This is a substance that made you perfect in the eyes of everyone but yourself. This is the potion that ruined you, and I've seen enough to know the dangers you bring upon yourself. I've seen enough to understand that you, my boy, are not going to get much further.
You aren't going to live like the rest of us, you're not going to smile like the rest of us. It's going to suck you down into the ground, and hold you there until you decide what's right. Until you know that this mask you used to hide yourself can be torn away by the single person who cares.
It can't be that easy, to just rip it away and say you are okay.
It's not what you make of it anymore. It's not how you see it anymore. It's all about your image and how to make a record. It's all about your hair and how you're going to make a million.
And I'll do what they did to him, and I'll show you what it does to your mind, what it does to your soul. how it rips you away from everything you felt before.
I hope you know how to swim, because you're going to fall off this ship and have to find your way to shore. Out of the fire and into the cold. But I need this to take me home.
This can give you some peace, it'll make you feel better even though you are tied to a life you'll never escape. you gave in and now you lost. you owe more than you'll ever make.
It's another angle that I can see it from, and my sanity is slipping from my grasp, I can't get it right, it can't stay in my palm. so, you do know how to swim?
Because this water isn't coming from nowhere. This water isn't going to stop anytime soon. The flood is coming so I hope you are ready. Ready to swim for your life, ready to drown in you sorrows and leave it all behind. It's whispering in your ear as the ocean pours into your front door. Telling you to do it, it won't be hard, it will be quick, painless. Just do it.
Just let it all out before the water invades your lungs.
We just need this right now to pass the time. so kill her right now to pass some time. You can let her sleep forever in her watery grave. would she rather drown?
you are just a liar, aren't you.
You say you can do it.
You say you can feel it.
But I don't trust a word that comes out of you mouth.

Let's start over