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Thursday, September 14, 2006

durrrrrrr eamming

we're not here.
We're invisible to the eye.
Dreaming in a chain reaction.
Of lights. Lighting my way.
Invincible.
don't you wish you could withstand anything, everything.

But nobody knows you.
you. you. you.

Everyone realizes what YOU are.
Which could be nothing. Or just plain scum.

He, is different. Not like you. So different and I love every minute that I see him. So different, and I love how he can make me smile.
It's not like you didn't make me happy at the time I thought you were everything, I just didn't realize how much better it could be. How much more I could feel, without the pain part.

crawling through the milky way.
into blankets in my bed.
into something more then what you told me.
into a tunnel of dreams made of stars.
you can't blame yourself for what you did you can only blame your heart.
you can only blame your stupidity and the fact that you don't care.
I don't need this.
It's far too exhausting.
time consuming.
not worth it..
not worth anything.

Now that he's here I could ask for nothing more.

Contol.
is over rated.


So let youself gooooo..

2 Comments:

Blogger headscratching said...

more great stuff Mell... you stun me with your imagery. keep it pouring.

ask yourself--
"after anger, what is there?"

find it. it's the search that's worth the pain.

:)
sean

September 19, 2006 12:01 PM  
Blogger Mell said...

thankyou.
um ,i'll try that.
ae you going to email me still?

September 19, 2006 6:15 PM  

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