eeehhh forrreeaaalll

you gotta go. go go go. away from me
you're such a hypocrite.
and you talk too loud.
slow down buddy. can you handle that?
can you handle anything? Or is it all too intense for you?
crazy
insane. up the wall and over the fence
right through the fuckin window.
over your head and onto my doorstep.
on the welcome mat.
you're not so welcome.
were you ever even there when you think I neeeded it the most.
when did you need it the most.
you're in over your head now.
you were always right on that line waiting to cross it. waiting for a signal that never came. it was never comin for ya anyway. it was going to leave you flat. you know, forget you existed.
it was going to steal your money.
and your dignity.
you're too quiet. speak up.
overanalyzing everything. you take it to heart.
and I don't even mean what I say
do you say what you mean?
do you say the right things?
I fuckin don't
whiskey. it's your best friend.
7 mm
steel.
war paint.
it's so incredibly frivolous to care.
so why do you?
climbing stairs, story after story.
reaching.
climbing.miles at a time.
the end is at your window. and i'm there waiting.

with rocks in my hands.