Dimension Seven

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Friday, December 07, 2007

eat it up eattt itt uppp

Strip your heart and mind of all inhibitions you may hold within you, because tonight I'm going to make sure I peel them off. Your dreams. Your hopes. Skinned alive, and still breathing. Bleeding and tearing at the seams.
Everything is going to disappear inside you.
You will be a hollow shell. And that's the way I like it,
Start running, if we carry the weight on our shoulders, we should start now. You never know when the end will come. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow.
but boy, it's coming.
I can tell you that.

Love it to death, squeeze 'til it dies.
Scrub it away. Scrub away your shame with metal sheets.
Metal soap.
Metal water.
Press yourself against the cold air, and just;
let it embrace you, every single inch
every single curve
Let it happen
and the pain will subside.

They call him a healer. They bow at his feet.
He can tell them, he can help you.
You'll be vindicated soon enough. When the healing really starts. You'll only be exonerated for a crime you'd gladly commit again. We all know inside you'll rip out plenty more hearts.
But we find your attractive smile and sultry, burning eyes really get to us. They eat me up inside. First, starting at the heart, and working its way through to my intestines and liver. Only to end up munching at my lungs. they must get bored when nothing is left to devour.

you know, she left us a note before she put the rope around her neck...

I have something to tell you. I could have shown you but I guess I never had the chance. I never had the courage, and I never had the strength. All I can do is lay here and hope you care. But not about my selfish ways. Not about the mistakes I made, the accusations, and the lies I've told. Even the ones you'll never know of. But I want you to feel warmth as my body gets cold, and my heart shuts down. It will never shut down for you. I could have never shut down if you never let me. But you did let me. So here I am. Final words, and at a loss for them. I thought I knew how to say goodbye. I thought I knew what is and isn't right. But now, as I sit here, I am suddenly second guessing myself. My actions cannot be regrets, I've always had this principle. So, I'll assure myself again. this is right. this is right. this is going to be beautiful and painless and glorious. I'll find light, and I'll never have to wallow in darkness again. It will never rain, wherever I go. The clouds will be milky white, and the sky will be a soft shade of blue. I can hardly wait to see you there. I'm waiting. I'm hardly holding on, so I better let go now. The lines almost dead, and so am I. Don't have a lack of concern, because I know its normal. they won't think I'm awful will they? I've always wondered that, because it was always coming. I figure, once its done they'll all forget my face, my name. I need a closing, an ending. I want it to be remembered. I need it to be unforgettable. When they see me swinging from the rafters they'll never sleep again. They'll never smile again. but once I find peace, I'll sleep forever.
I miss you already. I hope you miss me.
Meet me on the other side? I'll be watching.
I'll be waiting.


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